2009.

I clearly remember midnight of January 1st, 2009. I was with you, Tony Noriega. That's when I thought I had you forever, that's when I was sure that you were my future.

Until February 16th, my heart was complete. He threw it to raw. I clearly remember feeling weak, and not saying ONE word to anyone; I swore I'd never smile again. I clearly remember not going to class, and going to Mrs. Ruiz's instead, and she'd understand. I remember the Black under my eyes, the panic attacks, and torturing myself with that damn song. I WON'T lie, I STILL can't listen to that damn song, not for love, but disgrace.

I remember you, Ivett, and I won't lie. I remember being lonely, and going to the first person who showed they care; that was you. I wen't in it for the wrong reasons, but you helped. With you, I talked. With you, I actually...smiled. With you, the date 10/23/07 was erased from my mind.

I clearly remember the beginning of senior year, September. I was already feeling the excitment in the air, and the pride of my class! That was such an overwhelming month, so I broke my love; Rudy.

Robert and Sam, they meant something, but NOTHING compared to the one I belong to now, again.

2009 was, amazing. The year that really DID flip my life around. The year that had it all.

2010, I expect great things. Every year, its been my secret personal traditions to cry, just, cry. This year, it'll be my tradition to be someone unrecognizable.

Graduation, work, college, driving, family, friends, Rudy, change.

I can't wait; I promise.

To hell with the wrong, I'm taking in the right.