Courage.

that's it! Before I completely crack, I need to come clean; I will come clean.

Step 1:
come clean to God. Without my savior, my courage will fade.

Step 2:
come clean to friends. I need to stop the rumors! As stupid as they may be, and say the truth.

Step 3:
come clean with "love", or lust. I'm going to be real now, no more.

Step 4:
I know I've said this many times, but it's time to come clean with myself. I need to learn how to be myself; I need honesty again.

time to begin.